world of my own

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood,
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

*loves *

the colour orange
the sky and the water (:

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

omg. i have not been so angsty and so mood swingy since i dont know when. yes, i've had my ups and downs but not often do i get so many packed in 12 hours, each rapidly succeeding the other and making me go crazy.

sincere apologies if i've been overbearing, obnoxious, whiny, pain in an ass today.

my utmost thanks to hj n aaron for the run. esp hj even tho i was being such a prick and near screaming my head off... haha. 3 seconds. it doesn't matter that much actually. what matters is that i'm closer to my target now.

and for today's row, alot of thanks to yang... for being so encouraging and man too for the row together. (: i love my fellow craftsmates! (:

and suddenly i like my class alot.

funny how when you acknowledge the short comings, you actually can improve on it. better then pretending it doesn't exsist and going about your life like nothing happens. but when you talk abt it, even if you agree that it is inevitable, but somehow, there is consensus.. common ground.

my math tutuorial is staring at me, making me feel guilty. i hesitate to reach for my bio notes because i know they would be so foregin to me i'll feel like its another subject all together. chem with all the equations and definitions is so confusing i think ill ask ms chua to explain entropy n free energy n kinetics to me all over again. the only subject i can catch on is geog. n theres 2 geog tests next week.

thankfully. im not that stressed. not yet anyways.

although i can't wait for chinese new year! (:

having new members in the team (j1s) and while doing sets/runs with them, im suddenly struck by how special the word, TEAM is.

how 12 individuals can come together and do things we never thought we would do together. how our friendship n ties today rose from those sweaty, breathless runs at 7 in the evenings. or those excruciatingly painful push ups/ipulls/situps that we did TOGETHER as a team.

it amazing how 12 individuals can move/function as ONE team. and now we have more people! (: cool cool.

they say the school is only as cold/warm as how you make it to be. but I would just like to make one suggestion to make the schl a much brighter place. I propose a school painting day! Where each ct group gains ownership of one section of a white wall in the school. and its up to you to make it as colourful as possible! (: haha. i think the authorities will freak out at my suggestions.

its just after being in rg where green and white are not the sole colours you see, the schl does seem a bit drab in comparison.

and nus h3 is harder than expected.

i think what we agreed upon the other day is exceptionally true. we're just so busy with our own affairs, so caught up in what we are doing, what we have to do that we just ignore and don't care about what's happening around us. and i'm really guilty of that.

is it a bad thing? not necessarily so because its always good to have focus. but to ignore the most basic and precious things such as human relationships would mean missing out on alot of stuff.

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