Friday, July 14, 2006
wham bam. its suddenly here and its suddenly gone.
some images will just remain stuck in the head for a long time to come.
sitting in one circle at the back of the shed. our convictions, our dreams, the promises we laid down to each other. never have been prouder to b part of this grp.
the last race. the very last race. the race that decides everything. all depends on them. and we cld do nth except scream our lungs out. n even tt may not change the course of fate.
beatrice.elaine crossed the finishing line.
went into a state of shock.
sorry if i affected ppl arnd me.
no more. no more.
well done to the team. n i know the feeling. hell, ive been through b4. berated myself for an entire month n even now when i think abt it. the feeling of knowing u cld have done better.
like wad amanda said.
move on.
dont dwell on it. learn n move on.
know tt ppl arnd u love u n r so damn proud of u.
the ability to inspire is so deeply treasured.
then bang... the last guy's race ended. then came the flashes of camera. the smiles, the poses.
make a vow then and there. a vow we will hold dear for one year.
rushed off to rg... omg.. thanks for the cap (: it sooooo chio (: thx, its really what i need. and when i wear it ill row with more conviction since it comes frm someone who was in nj canoe (: hahaha..
disappointments, surprises. wondered if that was what they thought. dont wanna dig our own grave again. wanna have something that works. so hard. so hard to decide. just cold figures, people of use to the large group. but it isnt. they're ppl with hearts n souls, who cry, who laugh, n every decision u make may either make or break them.
pls, someone give me the wisdom to know what to do.
then bang. rushed off again for team dinner.
glass house.
fish n co
LOVE.
netball carn.
202
"what r u looking at" how apt.
the tears.
an hour.
things we never said we said then and there.
omg.
and we were so young then.
or had we grown up? grown cynical? lost our childish fantasies n dreams...
oscillated between happiness n melancholiness.
lingered.
lingered on and on.
to leave would be to break the spell. break the beauty of the night.
hm mhm.. i want to linger here, hm mhm.. a little longer here, hm mhm.. a little longer here with you.
hm mhm.. its such a perfect night, hm mhm.. it doesnt seem quite right.. hm mhm.. this is our last night here with you.
hm mhm.. and come september, hm mhm.. i will remember, hm mhm.. our guiding days and friendships through.
hm mhm.. and as the years go by, hm mhm.. i think of you and sigh, hm mhm.. its just goodnight and not goodbye.
but there always will be a time for goodbye.
seems so sureal.
well. so thats it.
goodnight, goodbye (:
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