Thursday, July 27, 2006
oh gosh oh gosh...
how i miss guides.
the dreams, everything it encaptures. what she said is right. guides is abt the development of self.
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
well said.
saw you all from the moment you all stepped into guides. first saw all of you as little sec ones in orientation. i rmb kellie and rachel. the two of you desperately trying to confuse me. i rmb the two little sec ones i got...
michelle and eileen. my first sec ones! and my very first time as a pl. n zx... frm my psl class... rmb yw n lp being very harsh on them. the high standards they set and how all of them struggled to meet it. and the satisfying feeling when u see them hit it. the strain, the standards.. the footdrill... some crumbled but always always the whole batch was there for everyone.
campchristine. so many of them went. rmb our reactions at first.. i guess we were just not used to the idea. charlene, yt, xy... and omgosh, when i see how all three of them have matured into the fine young ladies they are today... that time, the enthuness, the willingness to learn, to slog it out with us...
and then year two... sm and sara came into the family. some people left... this yr was our yr. this yr was yr two. the famous yr where ppl went astray, where they wld usually give trouble. instead, they were exceedingly good. rmb camp... all the compliments...
and then this time came and it was such a huge dilemna. already we cld see stars amongst them. what do we do with these? who do we give the chance to prove themselves? what can we do...
and the tears fell. ill never forget the tears.
and then this yr... im sorry. im really sorry for not being there. for not being there to push the standards, to stretch you people. you people who have so much in you. for not being there to guide you when u're lost.. this is a transition yr... n u all shld hav been give more assistance...
...............
so that's them.
and what abt you?
you all came in during the sars year. the year where there were so many hiccups and new changes implemented. there was no proper starting for you all, even till the end of sec one, you all seemed pretty lost. and we were too caught up in our own dreams...
you've all come a long way. a very long way. and i stand by what i've said to you all so many many months ago. all of you got the potential. i see it in all of you... i see individuals who are capable, outstanding. its how you come together and make it possible.
im proud of u all (:
uve made it! on ur own credit. (:
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joo spoke
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