Monday, July 03, 2006
its late. im tired.
lets start from the top.
trng this morning. for some reason everyone was late. van, hope u're alrite now... i guess quarrels with parents is someth we all have to live with. n no matter how unreasonable (or how unreasonable we think they are), they're still our parents n i guess, they do love us...
lets see... rowing with muddy again. hm.. how do i say this... rowing with muddy put me back to the basics again. i mean truthfully neither of us are very stable, so when im with muddy i guess both of us are really forced to watch ourselves and not do any stupid wrong things that will 'kill' the boat. as a result, i gotta watch my strokes more n having a back man help u see strokes really help (:
yeah, so it was back to basics and correcting strokes and i have a feeling i know the origin of my left tilt now. so thank u muddy.. thx for enduring this unstable frontman who braces n stops every few strokes... n even tho we capped so many times, it was gd overall (:
best thing is we each learnt something new (:
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patience is a virtue,
one which i do not have.
still frustrated over the lack of progress...
but its okay, i believe ill get it one day.
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afternoon rushed off to meet my dearest ph11. sorry had to abandon canoemates... hope u all had fun watching super man (: yeah, and then in the end i was the earliest. no matter. watched just my luck. its good, really good. funny, sweet but not soppy, good music from mcfly and a nice length. just how much of our life is luck n how much is positive energy? *shrugs*
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guilty. absolutely guilty. making the same mistake i vowed never to make. i should punish myself. so out of touch, i should have cared more. should have made the effort to find out. but i let trng override it. it shldnt. it shld b of the same importance. i promise ill give my due back. really.
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and so we chilled. and so we talked. cramming all the missed times in short sentences, conversations, smiles. such a short time we have. n because we've missed so much, sometimes u dont know where to start. but always always u know they'll be there for u.. they understand u.
ph 11! someday, many years down the road, we'll still meet up, still chill around, still wanna find out abt each other's life. still keeping in touch. seems like everyone has grown up, but yet everyone stays the same.
thank you ph11 for being in my life (:
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finding solace in songs.
omg omg. coincidence. haha. i always felt there was some sort of telepathy between us (:
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leave u alone?
as you wish.
get over it?
of course i'll get over this.
what havent i seen,
where havent i been.
what havent i gotten over
apply the lessons ive learnt earlier.
its just a matter of length of time
fast or slow, in the end i'll be fine.
and these words now i'll say
before the chance fades forever away
so thats that. xcept xcept.. if u truly wanted to stay away then u shldnt be here.
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jennifer paige - crush. i love that song. first heard it over the radio on class 95 and i fell in love with the tempo, the rythm, the beat, the tune, the lyrics.
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