Saturday, June 24, 2006
i guess this is finally it.
all that they've been trng for has finally come down to this.
and suddenly, wtv placing rj gets doesnt really matter anymore.
oh it matters to an extent.. the pride of school... whether it'll make the hods more convince tt canoe is a gd sport, jl's mian4 zi3 etc etc...
but thats secondary.
first and foremost is that everyone unleash their potential at nats, show all that they've got (which im sure they all will), finish the race without any regrets and knowing that this is the best they've given no matter the results and walk away feeling proud and happy of what they've achieved.
so fast...
so fast...
6 mths and its just gone like that...
that aside.. trng today was sadly, because of me, quite unproductive.
oh i guess it was for the first 6k... but well, was too uptight and tense and couldnt really get the hang of it.. sorry van for having to suffer all my angst and irritatedness...
after that i just got high and started blabbling rubbish and doing all sorts of stupid stuff.. actually i dont think they were stupid stuff.. i mean i wanted to TURN and boat and i hate turning the boat cause i always feel im going to cap so a good way to TURN the boat and make sure i DONT CAP is to grab on to another boat and turn it together..
see it makes sense. (:
well.. for some reason they found it very amusing...
but its alright.. cause it really took out the tension.. and was much happier rowing after that... sorry van for always stopping ): should learn to trust u and myself more next time (:
then got into a k1... think jl was amused cause i was super pissed that i kept capping at the pontoon... yeah, but finally took off..
dunno leh, i felt super unstable. like even more unstable than the first time i did k1 this month... that was like nice lah.. but haix. couldnt get back the gan3 jue2...
finally got our team singlet! *beams* couldnt' stop grinning like an idiot after i got it. like hello i'm finally in RAFFLES CANOEING! and the shirt looks damn chio and damn powerful and super super cool! wahahaha...
yep.
my sis's going off to study for a short while.. and well, dont exactly think ill miss her cause havent seen her around much anw.. cause everyday its either im out of the hse or she's out of the hse...
still rmb those days...
where ill just sit in her room and listen to her talk...
still rmb our childish quarrels, my stubborness and my pride...
omgosh... she's almost twenty! but she still looks like a kid lah..
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joo spoke
@ |4:26 PM|
i'll miss macritchie like shit next week... almost one week of no training leh! no more waking up at 4, 430, 5, 530 and finally 6... no more waiting for stupid 156 (which made me wait for almost 20 mins today! GRRR), no more lunching at j8 food court and thinking of what to eat... no more bathing in school! ):
i guess this is finally it.
all that they've been trng for has finally come down to this.
and suddenly, wtv placing rj gets doesnt really matter anymore.
oh it matters to an extent.. the pride of school... whether it'll make the hods more convince tt canoe is a gd sport, jl's mian4 zi3 etc etc...
but thats secondary.
first and foremost is that everyone unleash their potential at nats, show all that they've got (which im sure they all will), finish the race without any regrets and knowing that this is the best they've given no matter the results and walk away feeling proud and happy of what they've achieved.
so fast...
so fast...
6 mths and its just gone like that...
that aside.. trng today was sadly, because of me, quite unproductive.
oh i guess it was for the first 6k... but well, was too uptight and tense and couldnt really get the hang of it.. sorry van for having to suffer all my angst and irritatedness...
after that i just got high and started blabbling rubbish and doing all sorts of stupid stuff.. actually i dont think they were stupid stuff.. i mean i wanted to TURN and boat and i hate turning the boat cause i always feel im going to cap so a good way to TURN the boat and make sure i DONT CAP is to grab on to another boat and turn it together..
see it makes sense. (:
well.. for some reason they found it very amusing...
but its alright.. cause it really took out the tension.. and was much happier rowing after that... sorry van for always stopping ): should learn to trust u and myself more next time (:
then got into a k1... think jl was amused cause i was super pissed that i kept capping at the pontoon... yeah, but finally took off..
dunno leh, i felt super unstable. like even more unstable than the first time i did k1 this month... that was like nice lah.. but haix. couldnt get back the gan3 jue2...
finally got our team singlet! *beams* couldnt' stop grinning like an idiot after i got it. like hello i'm finally in RAFFLES CANOEING! and the shirt looks damn chio and damn powerful and super super cool! wahahaha...
yep.
my sis's going off to study for a short while.. and well, dont exactly think ill miss her cause havent seen her around much anw.. cause everyday its either im out of the hse or she's out of the hse...
still rmb those days...
where ill just sit in her room and listen to her talk...
still rmb our childish quarrels, my stubborness and my pride...
omgosh... she's almost twenty! but she still looks like a kid lah..
Yes! i dont care if u're old or what. i dont care if u got damn shit for world cup.. u'll always be the amazing guy who caught up and did freaking well at olympics 2004 for 1000m. (:
joo spoke
@ |4:26 PM|